I thought I would try something new this year, so I am going to start blogging and see how it goes. I always have a lot on my mind so I thought this may be a way to help me get some things out of my head. First of all I live in Connecticut I am 35 a single mother, to a teenage boy who has ADHD/ODD. He is quite a handful I do my best to give him what he needs. We do spend quite a bit of time together. My son takes Taekwondo class twice a week, he is a brown stripe belt right now he got that belt on December 20. I am very tired most days, don't sleep well at all any of the time. I have not slept well in many years. My body has learned to function on less sleep 2-3 hours a day. I was diagnosed with a Major Depressive Disorder Chronic almost 10 years ago. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder a little over 5 years ago. I have dealt with depression my whole life, as long as I can remember. The holiday season little before Thanksgiving until after New Years being the worst for me. Really almost anytime can be bad depending on my moods. There are little things that I enjoy, iced tea unsweetened with lemons my favorite beverage. Potatoes, baked, boiled, fried, mashed, almost any way I can get them as long as there is NO CHEESE! Yes I am picky! I like what I like. Cheese pizza! Anyway I'm hoping writing things in here will help me get them out of my head for one maybe give people an idea what goes on for someone who has been chronically depressed and raises a child. I know this happens daily in the world, everyone can see it differently. I'm about to pass out I know it's morning I didn't sleep well last night so I am going to take a nap before I take my son to his Taekwondo class this afternoon. I will add more here soon.
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